l1ttlef1sh blogging at elowel.org
Continued 05-02-11 10:19
As I was saying, I'm not the only one C2 mooches off of, but I feel like I'm the only one who sees through him. I'm not here to air out his business, so lets move on to my issues.

So, how I came about living with everyone. To sum it up, I was between a rock and a hard place with my folks, and I turned to T and C2 because I didn't have anyone else.

Detailed version: my mom used my personal information to "help me build my credit", sometime during that process she managed to accumulate more debt than anyone could imagine. After finding out about all this I basically ran away from home. The only person I thought would help me out, at least with food and shelter until I could get back on my feet was T.

I have to get to work now, so I'll finish this later.
Hi. You can call me l1ttlef1sh. I'm still kind of new at this whole 'type what you feel' thing, but at the moment its cheaper than paying a shrink. I'm not really interested in reactions or responses as much as I am about just being able to let everything out. I feel like I'm reaching that critical point when everything feels like its ready to explode.

So I live with 4 people. We've all gotten to know each other pretty well over the last 2 years. In order to preserve their identities I'll just use initials:
-J+C: they're practically joined at the hip, pretty chill, they scratch my back I scratch their back. The only time we have problems is when I have problems with Cs, they'd prefer everyone to be at peace with one another.
-T: my best friend I grew up with. We see eye to eye on practically everything. Sometimes I need to be the mature one and keep him in line, otherwise we're the same person in 2 different bodies.
-C2: douche bag. Him and T are related, but I've known him a bit longer. We have nothing in common except we both know T. He mooches off everyone.
-LF: that's me. I'm chill with everyone except C2. I keep to myself a lot, I think that makes me anxious about being liked by everyone, like I need everyone's approval. I think that's why I get taken advantage of by C2 (by the way, that's why I don't like C2).

Now, I work full time and earn less than minimum wage, but I'm able to earn tips which makes up for the loss. C2 works part time, earns more than tripple what I earn without tips. So I have pocket cash between paychecks and C2 only gets paychecks. C2 always plays victim when it comes to not having cash. "Can I borrow $20 til I get paid?" At least 3 times a week. I'm not the only one he mooches from, but I feel like I'm the only one who sees the wrong he does.

My eyelids are getting heavy, so I'm gonna take a nap and pick up where I left off later.
Hello, 04-29-11 16:15
Hello my name is l1ttlef1sh. I'm new to elowel.